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last class with the 1st years before the holidays!! so that means my last team teaching with hirano-sensei 😭😭 she was happy to not be teaching a lesson for her last class as well!! happy that i could provide that for her…. she’s still around for the week and then the first week back so i will be a lot more mopey about it then…

moseyed over to monday bjj and felt pretty clumsy and incompetent and all… so i went on a run after that i don’t want to say was punishment but it felt like that a little bit?? i mean idk i was gonna run anyway i think, but even post-bjj and in being in a bit of a mood i finished a 5k just behind my race time so that’s nice :3

tuesday i had my last class with 2nd years! avec atsumi-sensei… he bought a christmas blend of coffee beans that smelled pretty good so i’m going to try it soon but i want to bring my grinder LOL.. then i was supposed to go to bjj and even got mostly ready for it but i got psyched out cos my period got mad heavy and with how uncomfortable i am already with the sport with all the language barriers and also being bad i cut my losses and took it easy for the rest of the day… so no more grappling till next year :[ i did want to go but there’s some relief there too erm.. but i swear i enjoy it guys…